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The Suburbs

Different time
In the suburbs
This time I come with silence
Keeping the rhymes of honking horns
Paradoxically filled the air
Same heat of the sun, only denser
I might run into you here, somewhere down the street
And make fun about how the governor rule this place
But I could barely looked outside my window
Without sorrows of how your eyes may look at me
From somewhere across the street
Because this time we're all new
This paranoia inside my lungs was somehow never there
And you wasn't unlikely ignorant
The traffic is as crazy as it was 'tho
You used to cherished it and still came up with those passionate conversations
All I got now is a back pain, seriously
Funny it all went unfamiliar
The crowd in your neighbourhood hasn't been changed
But the thoughts of what I might found there is somehow different
I was tending to leave and felt fine
Before I asked myself those questions
Am I imagined you all along?
Cycling down the suburban road, listen to happy tunes
Next time I'll come to the suburbs
Constructing new perception about us
Running into each other, feeling different
I'll look to you differently, just like I've imagined you'll do
Not even a little smile will be shared
Therefore, no tears will be shed
Next time in the suburbs

(Result from a crazy traffic at the suburbs hahaha xD)
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